Well its now officially less than two weeks until i leave for home... I am sad to leave... I really love it here... Last night we had a party with the UJV kids... I wasnt sure if it was going to be possible but what do you say when someone says that you can make 64 kids plus staff so incredibly happy... i can give them food other than posho and beans for a night... i can give them a reason to party and have a good time with the staff... how do you say no to that?... So now, i sit here with 13 days left in this amazing country and $5 to my name... God is so faithful though...
So its 13days left and today, 13 days seems like a life time away. I really shouldnt complain, but really. Dont get me wrong, i love it here and in alot of ways im sad to be leaving in 13days... I feel like the UJV kids have finally broken down walls toward me, ive made AMAZING friends that have impacted my life more than i could have asked. I keep telling myself that ill be back so dont be sad... but what will happen between now and then? Will that child finally lose her battle to AIDS? Will they move somewhere not even close to here? Will they build up every wall plus more in that time toward me... Im praying against every one of those (okay maybe except Candyce and Steven moving a million miles away from here... Gods probably got something to do with that)... So this blog once again, doesnt make sense... Im sure you will get over it... as i will get over the fact that today, im so homesick that i just want to lay in bed and cry... but then at the same time be crying because im leaving in no time at all and really not wanting to. My life makes no sense. But today, ill go have coffee with the amazing candyce, we'll talk for hours like we normally do and ill probably cry some... tomorrow ill go to Jinja and have some fun in the jail and hospital... ill spend as much time with ujv as i possibly can... Life will go on...
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